Sitting lost in thought

Today is day 2 without my truck, as it is in the shop getting a new fender, and having the front air dam adjusted so the airflow is again right. Wierd being confined to the immidiate area of the house, and or limited to the transportation system of Tallahassee. Definetly not world class. Tallahassee took almost 40 years just to finally leave the hub and spoke system, which at best was a racist layout at best anyway, to line service. Still only runs in the City limits however. This leaves out HUGE parts of the city. Tallahassee (much to my dismay) is not the city of the 1970's anymore. It has grown extensively and out not up. So lot's of newever neigborhoods are outside of the "limits" of Tallahassee. That leaves huge areas of Southside, The Vinyards, ANYTHINGoutside of Capital Circle, including several buisnesses of MAJOR signifigance. Oh well, I am but one voice with no realpower other than a typewriter and a word procesor connected to the Internet.
  The possabilitys for expanded service, especially with the range of eqipment that is avaliable out there, expanding service in this city should be a no brainer. When asked why most will not take the STARMETRO ervice instead of driving,, is TIME!  Whenit can take up to 1 hour longer to go by Bus than drive, and sometimes even walk, what's the point. STARMETRO has come a long way no question. I just hope they do not pause for another 40 years before improving again.
  Health wise, things are going well thus far. Still undetectable viral load, and no sign of the Cancer returning thus far. I wish I knew why GOD has kept me around this long, but he/she has it's reasons for keeping me on this spinning ball of Mud. I just hope it is for a signifigant reason and not something so ame as to be there at the right time to stop a tree branch from falling a certian way. Oh well, not for me to decied.
  Lonlyness once again is becoming stronger as each day goes by. The difference this time is with the Mental Chemistry right again, I'm better able to handle it better. That is not to say that I'm enjoying it, far from it actually. I can just deal with it better than has been in the past year. Still miss my Thom so much, so much that it physically hurts at times. Life goes on though, and so must I like it or not.